what doesn't kill me...

My life keeps changing in ways I dont like or understand.
Im scared and lonely and need to share.
I keep hearing, it will be fine, advancements are there..
but its only part true.

Ill never feel better than I do today, or yesterday for that matter.
It will only get worse, this cannibal inside me.
I want so many things, so many paths are left to be walked...

Who can love me now?